Sunday, May 27, 2007

under 17 encounter

well well well, its me again to post 1st. hahaha... this is the 1st time i am attending ew as a guide, it was fun at the same time i learn things differently. Plus some of u might know wat happen to me at the ew. argh... scary... but yet anyway, wat touches me the most was the session about burning the sin list thingy. just as the pastor said that we can proceed to burn the sin list, i just felt prompt to ask my guys to pause for a moment to think thru wat they have written in the sin list. asking them to be truth to God since i am not going to ask them to share or anything. After which i pray for them one by one as we continue in the jounery of burning the list. after i pray for the last member, they told me that they wanna pray for me too. at this moment i felt affirm of y am i serving. serving this ew made me engage in the holy spirit even more.

i got to thank God and all glory to Him. cuz as i was praying for dickson to receive the gift of tongue i was unsure of how to do it. so i kept asking God to let mi. may i decrease n He increase in me. prayed for the 1st time it didn't work.(i admit tt i didn't believe i could do it.) so i tried again and. YEAH!!!! he receive the gift. really thank God. then i realize that i just have to believe God tt i could do it. it will be done by God. so i tried again helping a kid to receive tongue. before i start i just tell the Lord tt i am not the one doing it but it is God who is in me. i told God to use me as an instrument to bless others. and i just pray for a while and the little boy receive it. but was scare. then i told him do not be afraid. and just trust God. END


Side issue: i think i am coping wel with the letting go. thank for praying. i BELIEVE the day will come.
Anonymous || 7:57 PM